teenage wasteland
i can’t deal with emotions or relationships with other people anymore. i am tired of expectations and tired mainly of the ones i have for myself,and for certain others. everything’s failed or fallen apart.
i don’t know what i want, i don’t ever know and i’ll never know, but what i have now is completely wrecking me.
this is why i distract myself. all the time. with school or college or breakthrough or whatever because the amount of time i have free is directly proportional to what amounts to an increasingly deblitating feeling of dementia, almost.
i don’t like it. i don’t like me.
i figure i need help but if it’s just me…?
2 days ago
